Welcome to the Abyss.

baby, i'm just soggy from the cemo. just counting down the days to come.

2006-12-12T16:19:38Z

i havent posted in another long while. i might have to because my daddy is banning myspace....
i am single.
and it kinda hurts but oh, well....

long time....

2006-10-18T14:41:04Z

well, i havent updated in a really long time but long story short,
i didnt want to update.
and now i do.
yeah, that's how it is.
i have been really down lately for some reason.
not sure why,
just bad feelings,
bad people, ruining my fung shue.
yeah, because they can.
i am in science class right now,
just doing nothing,
but updating,
i am supposed to be writing a report on the element neon.
but i am not.
over the past couple of months i have been working and
playing at games in the band.
i have been really into AFI lately.
they just rock.
they make me all happy. i am listening to them right now.
it is really really nice to not have to listen to chip.
lol...

3_alarm_salsa @ 2006-07-03T10:15:00

2006-07-03T16:15:16Z

Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is

Dani California by the Red Hot Chili Peppers

"She's a lover, baby, and a fighter
Shoulda seen it comin' when it got a little brighter
With a name like "Dani California"
Day was gonna come when I was gonna mourn ya
A little loaded she was stealin' another breath
I love my baby to death"

What's Your 2006 Summer Anthem?

updating

2006-07-03T16:09:25Z

havent updated in a long time, so i will now, i have just gone camping with my family to return yesterday, and it sucked. i am sunburnt and bug bittin. i hate the outdoors and they hate me. well, bjorn still likes me, i was afraid that because i didnt like his cousin and his cousin doesnt like me, he was gonna not like me, but he does and it is good to keep friends. i am have a job at continental steel, and find out if i have a job at taco johns today. i dont hope for it, but if i get it, more power to me, more money too. and to every one who hasnt called me...do!!! i want to talk. but please, have something to say...
love
me

Pissed

2006-06-07T15:48:05Z

she didnt have to lie, that stupid bitch. she can go hang out with her fucking emo friends if she wants, i am just not gonna care anymore. she did this before,and she is not really sorry. i have already deleted her from myspace so she cant talk me into forgiving her again. i am really pissed.
fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me...

3_alarm_salsa @ 2006-06-01T11:45:00

2006-06-01T18:04:00Z

You Are Jean Grey

Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death).
Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally!

Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals

Which of the X-Men Are You?

Arty Kid

Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique.

You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented!

Who Were You In High School?

Your Personality Is Like Alcohol

You're the life of the party, a total flirt, and probably a pretty big jokester.
Sometimes your behavior gets you in trouble, but you still remain socially acceptable.
You're a pretty bad driver, and you're dancing could also use a little work!

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

You Have A Type B Personality

You're as laid back as they come...
Your baseline mood is calm and level headed
Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte

Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people
Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems
You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Your Linguistic Profile::

60% General American English

15% Upper Midwestern

15% Yankee

5% Midwestern

0% Dixie

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

hmmmm...

2006-05-30T18:23:39Z

noting much to say, kinda pissed for no reason. just urg...stressed, stressed, but not about school...

when the moonlight hits your bright eyes I go blind...

2006-05-23T20:29:43Z

hello, just thought i would update, cause i cant get on myspace, and i am supposed to be looking up stuff on spain. but i dont know what to look up, i will go to google, because google has everything... what would i do without google. i dont want to be in school for 9 more days. it sucks, i hate school. i am no good at any of this. nikia walked out of 3rd perid, and then skipped 4th, i am really worried about her, i already tried talking to her, but she wont listen, she wants to get iss. and i dont know why, i care about her, and dont want her to flunk out of school.
oh....

3_alarm_salsa @ 2006-05-21T15:52:00

2006-05-21T15:53:13Z

Your Ideal Pet is a Cat

You're both aloof, introverted, and moody.
And your friends secretly wish that you were declawed!

What's Your Ideal Pet?

3_alarm_salsa @ 2006-05-20T10:09:00

2006-05-20T16:07:45Z

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"We are born crying, live complaining, and die disappointed."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

Talking with Dragon NaturallySpeaking

2006-05-19T18:18:05Z

This class is really boring. I'm using a microphone to type all of this it is really weird. I don't have much to say today. I hope everyone is doing well. I have rehearsal tonight. And don't have much else to say. Except... I love you. So long and good night.

hmmmm...`

2006-05-17T18:15:45Z

i havent really done anything lately. i love life, and stuff, but i feel so overwhelmed. i dont know why. my life is just flashing past me, and i dont want to get out of high school. though it seems to be going so fast. i dont want to lose my friends, i dont want to let any of them go. am i being to restless? am i being clingy? i dont wnat to go through life without someone next to me, i need people, i could never become a hermit. well, before i go on. i will leave you here.
love
angel

well...

2006-05-13T18:35:40Z

ian is in the play, kasey and stef were fighting but it got better. my myspace page is all fucked up, and i love life. except for josh, and leonardo.
love
angel

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!

2006-05-08T21:56:17Z

josh is coming back, that fucker, god damn, i thought i could live the rest of my life with out having to see him, but no his dad has to get a fucking job. god damn, i hate him, and i dont hate many people, just him and leonardo decaprio. damn them both to hell.

so tired

2006-03-14T19:01:52Z

in keyboarding, had a long weekend, what with state basketball and everything. i am just so tired, as my subject line states. thursday i had to be at the highschool at 4:00 to 9:00, friday- 5:00-11:30, and saturday- 9:45-1:45 and 4:00-7:00. it was long and tiring. butte high boys got 3rd and girls got 2nd. not to shabby, there were other bands there too. wow, the other bands are so muchbigger, it just makes me want to cry. but i still had fun. well, i will see you later. bye bye

Mediocrity doesn't mean average intelligence, it means an average intelligence that resents and envies its betters

3_alarm_salsa @ 2006-03-13T11:58:00

2006-03-13T19:28:40Z

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

You're 70% Irish

You're very Irish, and most likely from Ireland.
(And if you're not, you should be!)

How Irish Are You?

You Are Fozzie Bear

"Wocka! Wocka!"
You're the life of the party, and you love making people crack up.
If only your routine didn't always bomb!
You may find more groans than laughs, but always keep the jokes coming.

The Muppet Personality Test

You Were a Fox

A good observer, you often watch others while remaining unseen.
Cunning and courageous, you also have a gentle side.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

3_alarm_salsa @ 2006-03-09T12:12:00

2006-03-09T19:27:50Z

You Are Coke

A true original and classic, you represent the best of everything you can offer.
Just the right amount of sweet, just the right amount of energy... you're the life of the party.

Your best soda match: Mountain Dew

Stay away from:Dr Pepper

What Kind of Soda Are You?

You Are Mr. Burns

Okay, so you're evil...

You have big plans to rule the world, and you'll destroy it in the process if necessary!

You will be remembered for: the exploitation of the masses

Life philosophy: "One dollar for eternal happiness? I'd be happier with the dollar."

The Simpsons Personality Test

You Are 56% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.

You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.

You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.

Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.

You connect best with: Earth

Avoid: Fire

You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

What Element Is Your Love?

long time

2006-03-08T19:27:27Z

no update, yeah, i skipped fourth period on friday, and i am paying for my actions, but you know what? i dont care, i am hungry and only have 1 min. to update. so i guess i wont, and will talk later.

3_alarm_salsa @ 2006-03-02T11:44:00

2006-03-02T18:53:19Z

You Are 61% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're very addicted to love.
But you're not really getting the deep love you seek.
Short lived, dramatic relationships are more your style.
Let go of needing someone, and you may find someone you actually want.

Are You Addicted to Love?

3_alarm_salsa @ 2006-02-28T12:11:00

2006-02-28T19:28:42Z

You Are 76% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

How Evil Are You?

You are: Goth. You are very dark. You like black,

and chains. You may be going through some

kind of depression or sadness, or maybe you

just like the style. Whatever it is, you

definitely like black and have a style that's

all your own.

What would most people label you as?(anime pics!) (Lots of results!)
brought to you by Quizilla

You are an Atheist

When it comes to religion, you're a non-believer (simple as that).
You prefer to think about what's known and proven.
You don't need religion to solve life's problems.
Instead, you tend to work things out with logic and philosophy.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

ok, long weekend, alas not long enough...

2006-02-22T19:02:59Z

i am back in keyboarding, slow as fuck, and i i dont want to be here. i hate school, but i get to see all my friends, and that makes my day all better. ok my birthday is on friday and here is the list of people invited.
1. jessica
2. ian
3. stefanie
4. jenessa
5. nikia
6. tristan
7. kasey
8. katie
9. kayc
10. jeremy

all not invited is because my mom is a lady with rules "only ten people can go" ehhh...its not like i had anyone else to invite anyway.

i feel so much better now after staying home yesterday.

2006-02-16T19:23:03Z

well, i stayed home yesterday, and it felt good. it was the first time that i had stayed home from school since second grade!!! yeah, i know i am a dork. i dont have much to say, but valentines day was fun. i got the notebook, i love that movie, jenessa gave me flowers. and i handed out hello kitty valentines. i watched saw 2 on sunday and it was awesome, gore, and people dying, who could ask for more? well, if i have anything interesting to say later on i might update again but for now astalaviesta, baby!!! and i leave you with this:

Setting too good an example is a kind of slander seldom forgiven.

I met a girl named Tara, and she lived in the heart of america.

2006-02-07T19:21:25Z

hey, i havent updated in a while, but kayc is going out with the guy that she and jenessa both liked, but they both seem to be doing ok. kayc and cody are such a cute couple. ian is still grounded, and it sucks. i have been so tired lately, i dont even know what to do about it. i had extreme cabin fever yesterday, and had nothing to do about it. no one would take me anywhere. god i hate being inside. i am going to go insane, and kill everyone, just like jack nicholson in the shining. "All work and no Play make Angel a dull girl" *laughs evily* see what i mean? well that is all i have to type so i leave you with this:

We read the world wrong and say that it deceives us.

Happy Birthday STef!!!

2006-02-03T19:17:57Z

Stef's birthday was yesterday, and the party is tomorrow, and she is Sxiteen!!! yay!

just had a fire drill

2006-02-01T18:52:36Z

it was so cold outside. i hate firedrills. i couldnt finda nyone so i was all alone. then i found tristan and corrissa. i was wearing a skirt and i was cold. i dont have much to say so i leave you with this:

The world is full of suffering, it is also full of overcoming it.